Friday, September 24, 2004

Writing with Pencil

I can have a pencil for my journal work, but not my pens. Go figure.

I'm really tired, and it's not just the meds. I actually feel pretty good right now. I'm sure that it is because I am again in a hospital.

If I said anything bad about the last hospital, I take ti back. Think of this place, Horsham, as a Mptel 6, onlt worse. Then think of Bryn Mawr as a Marriott. There is a smell to this place. I share a room with two other guys!!

I would like my pens back.

This opening up and telling everything sucks. For 41 years I've been stuffing everything. Like today. I didn't mean to not tell Heidi - it just happened. I did tell the admitting Doctor about the voices. Heidi had to prompt me, but I think I would have still told the shrink about them. Hey, just one more thing to add to the pile of crap I've been heaping upon myself.

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