Ramblings

I need to improve communications between Heidi and I. I am trying, but it is terribly difficult. I am trying, thoguh, which has to count for something.

If I could figure out what is driving my anxiety I would be a pretty happy guy. I'm not saying that I would be all better, but it sure wou,d make things a little easier to bear.

Since I got out of the hospital I have been remembering my dreams. I know I had dreams before now but now I am remembering them. Well, I can't remember tham in deteail. This morning, for example, I dremt that I was in the hospital again. This time though, I was like a POW and the staff were the North Korean Army. There were bits from the last bond flick. like the car and the fire heading for the DMZ. It was very cool.

I had a great time this weekend at Sea Isle City. Seeing Andrew after all these years was really good. Meeting everyone else was just awesome. When I hang out with Andrew and his firends I sometimes feel a little out of my league. These are hyper intelligent super educated uber geeks, and I'm just a high school drop out. I don't mean that in a bad way at all. It is merely a fact. But, after a very short while it stops bothering me. They are what they are and I am what I am.