Maria

The shrink asked Maria to ask someone in the unit to do something for her. She asked me to give her a shoulder rub. I was happy that she asked for I know how difficult that is for her. But, the nurses said that I could not touch another patient. Too bad for Maria. She really needed the work, too. Sadness.

I'm hoping Heidi calls before she comes today. Heck, I hope Heidi comes today. I need more smokes.

I think the meds are affecting me. I am having difficulty writing. It's not that I've run out of things to say, it's just that I'm having a hard time writing. My penmanship is getting worse, and I don't like that. My thoughts are more confused than before, too.