I want to get better

I am really angry. The meds don't seem to be doing anything but make me sleepy. I'm grateful for the sleep, but it's not making me feel any better.

I did express my anger and frustration at the last group. The tech wanted to know what I wanted. I don't knw what I want. Andrew says that I do, which I guess is true. I want to get better. I just don't know how to do it. I should call Heidi and talk to her.