Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Tiring

Well, I'm not nearly as manic as I was earlier. This is just getting very tiring.

I'm having a terrible time concentrating on my writing, too, which I find irritating. I was really enjoying the writing. I don't know what I'm doing differently, so I am blaming it on the meds. Speaking of meds, I have some specific questions for the shrink tomorrow regarding my dosages. I get .25 mg of both Risperdal and Klonopin in the morning. I want to know if increasing those will help with my manic moods.

Just looking at my meds log, it appears they intend to keep me here until at least Wednesday, which is fine by me. Friday is my goal for release. I'm gonna have to do some explaining to Gary. I would also love to visit with David and Kathy.

It's amazing the number of people I have hurt. It was never my intention, folks, to hurt anyone. I apologize to you all now, and will do so again in person, when I see you next. Pray for me, guys, cause I really need all the help I can get.

Linda, there are not enough words with which to express my gratitude. ALl the crap that you've gone through and I've only been a token friend. You are always there for us, Linda, and I thank God for your friendship.

Andrew, Andrew and Bob, I thank God for giving me the strength and courage to ask you back into my life. You guys are true friends, and I thank you for being who you are. I don't know if I would have made it through this far without your support.

Sal, we need to talk when I get out. 'Nuff said.

Thanks to Dr Karen, too, for just thinking about me and being there for Heidi. What a great lady.

Miss Stacy Abramson, to you I owe a great debt of gratitude. If it had not been for your willingness and understanding, wel, Andrew and I really enjoyed watching the Bourne Supremacy!!

Good night, my friends. I pray tomorrow is a good day to you all.

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