I'll be looking for it
Met with my "team".
Dr. Abraham, Social Worker Andrew and Nurse Kelly. They wanted to know how I was feeling. I told them the same which is true. They wanted to know why I am keeping to myself. I told them that I wasn't interested in participating in any "group" therapy for I did not believe it would benefit me. They just stared at me. "Well, why?" they asked. Because I don't care about why any of these people are in here. I don't want to hear about their problems. They just stared at me.
They wanted to recommend group out-patient for me. I flatly refused. Are they not listening to me? I DO NOT WANT TO DO GROUP SESSIONS!! Why is this so difficult to comprehend?
I'm feeling the same because the meds they're giving me are such low dosages that they are basically worthless. I have no idea how much Effexor they're giving me but I get a whole 1/4 mg of Klonopin. Wow.
They asked me if I would still shoot myself. Of course!! Nothing has changed, except they are making me very angry. They wanted to know if I was looking for ways of hurting myself in here. I said yes and no.
There are ways to do it in here, but the best I can come up with is maybe 65% probability of success. That's just not good enough. An opportunity may yet present itself. I'll be looking for it.
Dr. Abraham, Social Worker Andrew and Nurse Kelly. They wanted to know how I was feeling. I told them the same which is true. They wanted to know why I am keeping to myself. I told them that I wasn't interested in participating in any "group" therapy for I did not believe it would benefit me. They just stared at me. "Well, why?" they asked. Because I don't care about why any of these people are in here. I don't want to hear about their problems. They just stared at me.
They wanted to recommend group out-patient for me. I flatly refused. Are they not listening to me? I DO NOT WANT TO DO GROUP SESSIONS!! Why is this so difficult to comprehend?
I'm feeling the same because the meds they're giving me are such low dosages that they are basically worthless. I have no idea how much Effexor they're giving me but I get a whole 1/4 mg of Klonopin. Wow.
They asked me if I would still shoot myself. Of course!! Nothing has changed, except they are making me very angry. They wanted to know if I was looking for ways of hurting myself in here. I said yes and no.
There are ways to do it in here, but the best I can come up with is maybe 65% probability of success. That's just not good enough. An opportunity may yet present itself. I'll be looking for it.
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